grip

i have been torn into pieces
wounded
endured a lot of pain
i just wanna disappear
get the numbness to come over me
even for just a little while

but in the midst of those pain
misery
tears
hopelessness
and for the time that i almost lost the reason
to go on

and to just stop
leave all of them behind
and to run for where
my feet would lead me

i did not
because i can't
and never would i
never

in the midst of all that pain
i saw the light
the light which i have long waited
the light which led me to a place
where i found peace
a place that comforted me
a place which gave me the strenght
the courage

in there, i left all my anxieties
my fears
my doubts
and to Him,i trusted it all

as the day had come
i trusted it all to Him
as the time had come
i trusted it all to Him

and i saw
that nothing was ever impossible
as you trust it all to Him